I am Lepoxiania, the Mad
Even though life seems to mean nothing, it still means something in our minds, this in turn allows us to craft a meaning for ourselves. In this way we turn the madness of nothing into an art form, a way to create our own meaning and so live happy by finding our own points to live as we invented, breaking the limit of nothing in this way by putting something there where their is nothing. Creating a new art to overcome the night of nothing.
Then once we have found our point in the nothing, we go for it like their is no tomorrow, no reason not to try and go mad doing it, because it doesn't matter it means nothing so you might as well have fun, this is an artwork of our creation, one that allows us to set a goal in an empty page and draw the way there no matter. Because we could go farther than we've gone before, in this way we find purpose in finding what hasn't been done before. Doing this simply by wanting to do it and trying to do something new. Screw the way of what has been done, its done and time for another.
We try to do something again and again until it works, like a madman who keeps doing the same thing, cause you never know it might just work. Offering up ideas no matter what they are with no care in the world, so that we can find a way through the nothing, looking for the good ideas.
This is how anyone has found good ideas after all, obviously some ideas must be tested but that's the point , we have to try to succeed at eternity and overcome the nothing, by screaming into the void until it ignites like a fire of light from the echo of your voice. We could be wrong, but who the heck cares, giving up ain't the way.
We must look through the dark to find those unknown parts that have yet to be attempted , to guide us to the end , wherever it may be, because we got this far so we could get farther still. We can get farther because we get farther everyday, Newton and Jesus didn't quit, so neither shall we, we shall drift on into the sunset until its dawn again. With nothing but our eyes to find the way across the sea of our minds, searching for what works. Everyday.
Still as we go out now , to die, in search of the way, we might as well battle the darkness in our minds. So let us build a virtual reality in our minds, where we walk about another world or worlds, as the heroes of the the story. Let us write stories about the night and the tragedy of our lives and conquer evils we yet can't touch.
This allows you to do things you couldn't do, by writing an adventure with you as the hero against the night, giving you a break from reality and its troubles and finding another world to see , where the laws are different and might contain the way to our future, defying the dark.
Further you never know, these stories might be real, because the scientists speak of string theory and other dimensions and in an advanced version , their might be infinite worlds and in those places their could be an equivalence between here in the book and their world. So you could be traveling to real other places and conquering their evil.
Even if it isn't real, its psychological in nature and allows you to better understand yourself and how you would react in those situations you put yourself in . This is a new idea , where people travel about their mind discovering new things and opinions are expressed. An exploration of internal psychology that allows you to study the mind from the inside , to find a way to free yourself from the nothing and is an advancement in psychology that is a little crazy and welcomes new ideas that aren't correct, because they are elsewhere, in a creative way.
You can actually further this idea by bringing back the gods , who are now personifications of your subconscious and so parts of you, with which to gain great understanding of who you are. Some would argue that this is going back to religion, but you are returning with the horrors of science and know it is a fabrication that you can control and explore, meeting with the gods and coming to know another world you created in the mind, a psychological world of your dreams in waking life.
In this way, you master religion, instead of it you, mastering it as what it is , art. Becoming the bringer of other worlds and theologies unseen, without following any specific rule set or god, since they don't exist.
Then all that is left is to personify the dark parts as the enemy and battle them in your mind , to overcome them in a way, exploring the troubles of earth and others in this way, trying to solve the great problems of the world, gaining insight on how to help people whit the knowledge you learned while grey walking. You may not be able to change the world today, but you can still defeat the night with words, working to find solutions by facing them head on. Just try, because trying is the way, if only many tried then yay.
It is best that you try this before continuing, yes this is homework because the following tests assume you did it for a while. Yes my ideas require effort and sweat. Its easy to write a story , just try making a new world. You may continue on, but you may not pass the test.
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