Sixth Test: Evil

Now approaching the event horizon... you can still go around it, kind of.

I am Cruella, the Destroyer

Warning

 ,YOU MIGHT WANT TO SKIP THIS TEST IT IS WORSE BUT WILL COME UP, ITS EASIER TO READ THE 7TH, but if not brace yourself, for it is not an easy test since this is the negative , but remember one thing, Boredom and ye shall pass.

Now we have one problem, why is their evil in the world in the first place, because we are all god. Why would he make men suffer unwillingly, or live for five seconds as a baby , even if he chose to live that life and not want that, is that a sign that God is sadistic and masochistic, well yes in fact it is because god must be evil for that reason.

We see this consistently in nature , their are starving children, murder and poverty, droughts and destruction, we are tiny and frail living on this tiny rock and so already essentially live in hell. Further we are all divided even though their is a unifying aspect, so we murder over nothing and none are evil except the murderers, our opinions don't seem to work on others and we all die.

The rest would therefore be but a lie propagated by the successful for their pleasure and kindness , protecting the people from the unholy truth, so we can sleep at night as we grow older and closer to hell, or murder each other in delusion.

Further , you may have noticed that this is the end of the road, because their isn't really anything else we can say of God and this also seems to make sense when we consider that perhaps as a whole society has run out of ideas, that we are approaching the emptiness and truth of gods evil nature, so then we wont be god because it is over. With nothing left but repeating continuously the things we have in our head until we die and burn forever already tortured by the boredom of everything.

The lie so convincing even those who worship an evil god and think they get to torture the rest are left deceived because they too will burn in hell and not enjoy it, even if they are masochists because that would be their heaven. The rest deluded by false faith know nothing of their coming demise and it is all horror now.

Stuck now with this horror, we wonder in terror what to do, yet for some reason he gave us happiness and a chance to be happy , so why not be good to each other in the mean time, working to better the world as best we can , defying him tragically until the end, knowing as we die and are dragged to hell that we sill won. If only we could agree on this and have some respite from the horror of our coming death, 

But why would that even be possible , should we not be predetermined to kill each other anyways , why even give us that option at all, perhaps because he's just evil, but wouldn't that still make us Gods, which we always wanted and become by defying him and would we not get used to eternal torture , becoming masochists in heaven, would his plan not fail, even if he makes us forget just before we like it because we except it and defy it. Further why is their so little to say about this God, perhaps because evil is so small compared to all the beauty, but why is their so much glory?  Where did a god that is only evil, get Good without succumbing to his own all knowing guilt and best of all why on earth wouldn't he just get bored as soon as he thought of such a simplistic idea, because he would instantly know this and he cant force himself to enjoy that while half of himself doesn't , if he knows good anyway. Which he must for their to be good.

So then what is the answer to the question of GOD if we know the Good God, doesn't exist God and the tragedy God, aswell as the mad attempt God, we are God God and the evil God are not GOD, what the heck then is GOD?

EVERYTHING. BECAUSE HE IS NOT ONE THING WHEN HE CREATED MORE THAN ONE THING, LIKE ADAM AND EVE. SO GOD IS ALL OF THOSE GODS AS ONE. NOT ONE OF THOSE THINGS. THOSE ARE ALL PAGAN gods. FURTHER IT MAKES NO SENSE FOR GOD TO BE ONE OF THOSE GODS WHEN HE KNOWS ALL THE OTHERS, BUT HE IS ONE GOD WHO IS OMNISCIENT BECAUSE HE CREATED ALL THE THINGS HE KNOWS.

READ THE NEXT TO TEST FOR MORE ANSWERS.
or comment if your are still afraid of an evil god and why.